Sunday, July 26, 2009

Answered

Results are out since last week.
I couldn't stop thinking why have i gotten such results.
Some said, "you've got too high expectation", "it's okay try harder", "stupid lecturers lah they don't know how to mark wan", etc etc ...

It kept playing in my mind. Was I not good enough? Did i not try hard enough?
Tears didn't just trickled down my cheek, it was like you know the song "Cry me a river"?
yeah, you got the idea. Anyhow, I was talking to others about what I was going thru . It didn't make much sense to me at all, until Thursday came.

It was Girl's Ministry, 'Who am I' shared by Esther. We did some 40 questions that would link us up to what sort of personality we attained. My result came out as Melancholy.
And i was like, huh are you kidding me?
It described me as a 'Let's do it the right way' kind of person.

ACCORDING to that personality summary:
My key strengths are ability to organize, set long-range goals, have high standards and ideals and analyze deeply.
I get depressed when life is out of order, standards aren't met, and when no one seems to care.
This kind of personality would tend to marry Sanguine for their personalities and social skills.
And heaps other infos... go do the test and ask that guy/girl you admire, see if your personality matches. LOL !

Anyways, yeah after reading the whole paragraph of summary, it somewhat described me.
*smacks on the head* Oh no... I didn't realize I'm like that.
But hey, whether we're Sanguine, Choleric, Melancholy or Phlegmatic, there are people who still loves us nonetheless.

This brings to the answer that i've long waited.
You see, God doesn't care if I've got HD or P1. What He cares most is whether this heart of mine still loves him, despite achieving those results. It's the course of journey that matters.
Ever heard of "Happiness is the journey and not the destination".
It's so true, many times we try to pursue this and that, in the end are we going to bring those possesions to eternity? I'm not saying scoring a mere P1, is good enough . And it's not wrong to set high expectation, afterall He wants us to excel in what we do, correcto?

If you don't remember a single thing after reading this post, just take this with you :
Allow God to accompany your every single step in life, it's the journey with Him that matters most.
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